Hi! (waves) how are you? I'm happy, well, mixed emotions honestly. I want to cry because of happiness, longing, amazement, and other emotions you could think of!
I've been acting and feeling this way for 2 weeks already, but I don't complain. Never will I complain about these feelings. This is like the happiest point in my life, what a great way to spend my 20th year and more years to come (prays real hard).
I can't remember the last time I feel this so much happy or if I even felt this way before. I feel like a high school student having her first crush. I can't stop giggling over shared memories, swoon over photos, and grin like crazy for every text and call received.
I'm so happy and in love that it sometimes scares me. It scares me that this is reality, this ain't a dream. In reality, everything can happen, life has proven me that it's a bitch. You can be so happy today and so damn sad the next day.
I don't have any idea what the future will bring, but I can't help but to hope that whatever I have right now is just a beginning of an everlasting happiness. A long life journey full of bliss and love. It will encounter problems and obstacles, but with the power of two, they will be surpassed with love, trust, and faith still intact.
I pray, each and everyday, that this will grow beautifully. That this will be nurtured through the years, and when the right time comes, we'll be back together, spending the rest of our lives with each other; both of us fulfilled and successful.
I never asked anything or anyone as hard as with this one. This is my first.
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