Before having this site, I have an old blog, I've been juggling that blog from April 2007 until April 2008. Fast forward to 2011, I'm reading my old posts from my old blog and I can't help but to laugh and shake my head. Good thing I didn't delete my old blog account. I can revisit it any time I want. Anyway, what's so good about keeping my old blog is that I can re-read what I wrote and I can compare the changes over the years. And speaking of changes, I can proudly say that over 3-4 years, I've matured. I can't believe how skeptic and pessimistic I was. How shallow and insecure,too. I had trust issues -- trust issues not only to others, but to myself as well. I was so scared of loving. I always wanted to be 2 steps ahead of everything. Sure, at some point, I was happy with this immaturity, but now, I am completely happy. Over the years, I learned to trust myself and others. I became optimistic and I gained self-confidence. And most importantly, I'm not scared of loving anymore. I'm so glad I'm experiencing the feeling of giving an unconditional love. It really is rewarding -- loving someone without asking anything in return, without pressuring your partner or whatnots. Time does a lot of wonder, really. And I'll never delete my old blog account, and so as this blog (in case, I get to make another blog or I ger tired of updating this site) :)
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