01.30.11

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was
Going through
All the time we were apart I thought
Of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same 

Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that
Way too
And if dreams were wings, you
Know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I'm next to you 

No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to say
It's all because of you 

And now were back together,
Together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you 

Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I'm certain that our love was
Meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now that I'm next to you 

I've waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out all the love
Inside you, oh and
Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you 

You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that I'm next to you
No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the
Sorrow
I've got to say
It's all because of you 

And Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you 

Together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

01.09.11

Thank you.
Thank you for giving me the chance to realize that I am capable of giving unconditional love, a true love I thought I've already seen before.
It is only this time that I could proudly say that I love someone truly.  Regardless of the person's imperfections and short-comings; of the person's inconsistencies and dilemmas.  I finally learned to love a person for everything that he was, he is, and he will be in the future.  
Being able to feel this way, liberated me in a whole new level.  It showed me a lot of things, made me realize a lot of things.  It really taught me patience and compassion for the other person.  I forgot how to get mad or get even, or even get cold.  The pain I felt was nothing compared to the happiness I feel just seeing the person happy.  
Being able to understand the person no matter how absurd it might seem to other people is surprisingly rewarding.  
I also learned that when we truly love someone, we never question whether the person deserves it or not.  Unconditional love knows no questions and boundaries and limitations. It is always absolute. 
Thank you Lord for making this person an instrument for teaching and showing me what true love is. . .

1.1.11

January 1, 2011 (wow, i still don't get the hang of typing 2011, i typed 2010)

So, anyway, it's new year. 2010 had been, i don't know how to put it; it had been very kind, very giving, and very mean to me. It started with a blast. Then surprised me during the summer. It asked me to do a very important decision that definitely changed my life. It had been very nice during the 1st half of the year, it started my 2nd half with travels and good news.  But it had been very mean when it neared the last part of the year. Needless to say, 2010 had been a very bumpy ride and i'll be perfectly hypocrite if i wouldn't say i loved the ride, somehow.  2010 taught me a lot of things.  Elaborating all the lessons that i've learned wouldn't be necessary anymore, for what's important is that i've learned. 

2010 wouldn't be one hell of a year without the people who had been a great part of the said year.  And as usual, and i'll never get tired of saying this, THANK YOU -- 2 words i'll never,ever forget.  

So there, so long 2010, hello 2011. (i still don't know how to welcome 2011, i'm still in a bit of a limbo, you see.)

11-09-10

November 9

This is clearly NOT my day.  A string of unfortunate events happened.  And the highlight today: I was elected as the president for our Developmental Journalism class.  I do NOT LIKE responsibility.  My goal this semester is to pass all my subjects. THAT'S IT. I never put being a president on my goal O.o I just hate it. I hate it, I hate it, I. HATE. IT. ugh. KMN please.  Gahd.  So long for a moderate busy semester, hello very, VERY busy semester :( 

On a lighter note, . . .

I was walking on our street earlier when I saw kids playing.  I remembered my little brother, my shoti liit.  I miss him.  And I just don't miss his being malambing, and being gullible (sometimes), and having someone to boss around (kidding Ü); I also miss his being annoying sometimes, being stubborn, being disobedient sometimes.  Simply put, I miss the totality of him, and I realized that what I felt for my little brother, and the other brother (shoti laki), too is pure love.  This is the unconditional love that is always found in families.  And soon, I would like to feel this kind of love to another human being that is not biologically related to me.  Then, we'll create our own family to whom I'll show the unconditional love that I feel towards my family and to their old man :) 

47 days before Christmas.

Odd. I feel rather sad or melancholic. Sure, I feel the Christmas spirit; with all the gift giving and such. But, why do I feel down as the days near the 25th of December? I don't want to think that it's because I've lost someone that's why I feel this way.  I mean, it's been 4 years, and yes, it has been 4 years already and Christmas is still almost an ordinary day.  Sigh. I'll try to avoid this feeling.  Everyone should be happy, or at least just for this day.  o.o

Goodnight.,

HP Fever

My HP hype is back! :D I'm so excited to see HP7 Part1.  Ohh, I just hope they would give justice to this last book.  I mean, it's the last book, the last installment, they might as well give all their best to it and not murder it like what they did to the first 6 books.  

So, anyway, in line with this HP fever, if I have the chance to have horcruxes, these would be the items I'll have:

• Naruto cup I gave my brother 2 Christmas ago. -- Please, don't ask why, it's like the first thing I saw while doing this. O.o
• HIMYM cds -- The reason is very obvious.
• My favorite family picture -- I think it was taken when I was still in 3rd year high school.
• This laptop -- I just love this baby ;)
• My Hello Kitty notebook last sem -- It's my favorite school notebook.  It shows my determination to have really decent grades last semester.
• Wayfarer shades -- My favorite shades of all time.  
• My Pilot G-Tec C4 pen -- Please, don't ask why. :)

Toodles. 

11-07/08-10

November 7.

6 words for this day. HARRY POTTER 1-6 MARATHON. ^____^

November 8.

Monday. The first class for MC7 TV Writing and Production. It started off with a quiz, just as I expected. Our instructor gave as a quick overview of the course, and I'm so dead when we get to the part of writing Visayan news :/. Yes, my waterloo.  Even if I stayed here in Davao for 4 years already, I still couldn't construct a straight Visayan sentence; it's either I misuse a word/words or I mispronounce them. But then again, this course still makes me excited :D. Yeap, so much for that.  I have to go back watching dvds :) 

P.S.: I love, love, love Neil Patrick Harris, he really is AWESOME ;)