A friend: Anong course mo?

Me: Mass Comm.

A friend: A Mass Comm-portable sa bahay? HAHAHAH

Me: heee :3

People often thinks that the course Mass Communication is easy and well,. easy. Well, NO, it's not. I don't understand why people can joke about it as "Mass Comm-portable" 'cause it's not comfortable in any way. If you want to last as a Mass Comm. student, you should always be ready for no sleep lifestyle, criticisms, PRESSURE (definitely pressure), among other things. Someone who couldn't handle pressure will never survive this course. And one must also be good at multi-tasking and a go-getter! Good aesthetics would go a long way,too. And, yea, this course is never for the faint hearted. With all the criticisms and swearing you'll get during productions, the one with the strong heart wins. 

So there, this is the lifestyle that I've chose and I'm embracing it with all that I am. I am happy, this is what I've been wanting for so long. And I know, I'll survive. 

'cause I'm happy like that! :D

Funny, 'cause people often ask me of my age and when I say I'm 20, their reactions like: "NO WAY? You sure you're 20?! You look like a HIGH SCHOOL student!" And my signature reply would be: *laughs* oh really? Thanks! :)

I don't know why I look younger than my age. Err, maybe because of my new hairstyle? 

Or is it because I'm naturally a jolly and bubbly person :D I don't know what happened to me, but I suddenly look at life in a different way. I always find a way to look at the brighter side of things even if they're shitty as hell. Few years back, my being pessimistic was so unbearable, it led me to hell and it made me do stupid things and decisions. But after that, I don't really know what happened. I felt that I started to get better and better. The way I act, the way I think and the way I treat and face life. 

I want to think that if you're always happy, it will radiate. And I want to stay that way, to be practically happy and in love too! And radiate happiness and love to each and everyone. It's fun you know, and it feels good, too. No worries, no hassles, just a good life! :D And ofcourse, I also want to think, well, I really think that entrusting everything to that "Big Man" up there would always be a great help! :D 

Ahh, NEW LIFE! :D 

*P.S.: even if i'm always happy, doesn't mean I'm a goody-two shoes,kei? I can still be cunning and mean sometimes! SOMETIMES lang >:D 

Care Package :D

Hai! ~ ~ ~

I just slept the whole day -_- Huuuuzzaazz, oversleeping=headache :/

So what's new?

Nothing much really, same old, same old. I still miss him like crazy! =))

So let's talk about care packages.

Yeap, I want to give and receive random care packages :) I actually planned to send him care packages. Sad, though, because it's so fucking expensive! UGH! :( meh. Haaist, should I have a job right now, I could definitely send him one, but I can't, 'cause I'm still a student. meh :&

Anyway, since, there wouldn't be any way that I could send him care packages, I'll just share here what would be the things I'll be sending him ;)

• Clash of the Titans and Ironman 2 dvds - he wants to watch these movies, esp. Clash of the Titans. Sad, 'cause we weren't able to watch it before he left. 
• A condom cellphone charm- Hahaha, Yeap, you read it right. They exist! :) And I would want to send him one. I know, when he receives it, he would laugh his heart out ;) 
• 11:55 - His perfume. He forgot to buy one before he left. Tsk. And yea, I love, love, love this scent *thump, thump*
• Chupa Chups Relax (for smokers) - Not that I'm asking him to stop or whatever, it's really still up to him if he wants to stop smoking. I just like to give this to him because this is the gift that I planned to give him on our "little" kris kringle. (Yes, I'd still like to give this so that I'll have my new set of undies! hahahaha. 'cause that's what he planned on giving me.)

So there. Heeee :3 Oh well, I may not be able to send these care packages, but atleast, I thought about it. HAHAHA.

ily and imy ;) 

Medley :)

You make my dreams come true. The search is over, you were with me all the while. Funny how from simple things the best things begin. Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home. O kay sarap isipin, kasama kang tumanda. Maybe we've only just began, maybe the best is yet to come. However far away, I will always love you. You can't hurry love, no you just have to wait. 678triple98212. I'll take care of you, have faith that when you call my name, I'll be there. There's a love that transcends all that we've known ourselves. I will wait forever just to know you are mine. Especially for you, I want to let you know what I was going through. Loving you, oh, such an easy thing to do. All I wanna do is grow old with you. You got me thinking 'bout our life, a house and kids. Sex and white lies, handcuffs and alibis. So if you ever love me, show me that you give a damn.

*Best read on champagnesandcocktails.blogspot.com :) 

boredom ii

Seven things I wanna share:

1.  I'm a sucker for HELLO KITTY stuffs.

2.  I finally had the guts to pursue my dreams. :) 

3.  I can finally eat without worrying about my weight! :P 

4.  I can finally eat durian without throwing up (well, as long as it's Arancillo) 

5.  I'm a frustrated photographer -_-

6.  I'm a sleepy head (I just realized it just today) 
 7.  I'm a workaholic (given a chance to have a work that I really, really like) 

Tag: Alphabet Version...

A - Age: 20

B - Band Listening To Right Now: nothing. hahaha :)) 

C - Career: taking up Mass Communications, therefore, I haz a lot of career to choose after grad. :P 

D - Drink or Smoke: drink occasionally, but never smokes ;) 

E - Easiest Friends To Talk To: eumi. jill. kirs. cha :D

F - First Crush: Dean (i hope he won't able to read this one. we're friends in fb hahaha)

G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: gummy worms! :D 

H - Have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend: BOYFRIEND! :D 

I - In love: SUPER! *thump, thump*

J- Junk Food You Like: any potato chips 

K - Kids: soooon ;) [magagandang lahi ;P]

L - Longest Ride Ever: Leyte-Manila @.@

M - Making love out of nothing at all: nope-y

N - Names For Your Future Kids: damien marie. micheal chase. mary rose red crystal jade (pagtinopak ako, ganito kahaba pag sa babae. hahaha)

O - One Wish You Have Now: forever and ever and ever with you :) 

P - Phobias: closed space

Q - Favorite Quote: "life's a bitch, fuck it real hard!"

R - Reasons To Smile: little things ;) 

S - Sleeping Time: anytime

T - Time You Woke Up: 6am 

U - Unknown Fact About You: I have great little talents that only few people know ;P 

V - Vegetable You Hate: OKRA! and anything slimy :&

W - Worst Habit: eating infront of the television (is that even worst?)

X - X-rays You’ve Had: medical examination, for health card. hehe. good thing i'm clean! ;) 

Y - Yummy Foods: many, many, many! 

Z - Zodiac Sign: Capricorn ;D

boredom :P

Rules:

* Do the following without any complaints.
* Choose 5 lucky people to do this after you have done it.
* Leave a tag at his/her tagboard if he/she has been tagged.


FAVORITES:
* Colors : green. yellow. purple. black :)
* Food: anything on the table. kidding! a lot! :D
* Song: Kasama kang tumanda (yea! kilig, kilig. weegol, weegol)
* Movie: My Only U (sige na, allow me to be corny and cheesy this time, yes?)
* Sports: basketball (if it's uaap)
* Day of the week: random day, any day. hahahaha
* Season: if Phils. has 4 seasons, I'd like fall :)
* Ice cream: coffee crumblr or banana split :P

CURRENTS:
* Mood: unknown

* Taste: salty. (just finished eating fried rice)
* Shirt: white pambahay shirt
* Desktop: hahaha.ex's photo ;)
* Toenail: technicolor. *nips! nips! :P
* Time: 12:54 pm
* Surroundings: sala. tv on my left.
* Thoughts: too many to mention (feel nilang magsabay-sabay gumulo sa isip ko)

FIRSTS:
* Bestfriend: grace lim hahaha
* Movie: can't remember, but for sure, it gus to be a horror flick ;)
* Lie: can't remember. too many lies hahahaha
* Songs: i'm old!!! i can't remember :(

LASTS:
* Cigar: years, years, years ago. just for fun ;) but not really a smoker
* Drink: last week!! HAHAH sooooo wasted :P
* Car ride: umm....last week. takas mode ;P
* Phone call: last night :) with ex <3 <3 <3

* CD: Fruitcake. thanks to sir alex! :) 

HAVE YOU EVER:
* Dated your best friend: hahahah :))
* Broke the law: yeap! yeap!
* Been arrested: never! hahaha
* Kissed someone you don’t know: nah. we'll do it prolly soon ;)

5 THINGS YOU’RE WEARING:
* undies
* brassiere
* white shirt
* red lipstick
* blue shorts

4 THINGS YOU’VE DONE TODAY:
* went to school
* uploaded a picture
* did my 3rd day 30 day tumblr challenge
* cooked brunch

3 THINGS YOU CAN HEAR NOW:
* First Wives' Club
* electric fan
* whispers sa neighbor :P

fucked up

hai ~ ~ ~

I'm not feeling well today. I feel nauseous and I couldn't breath properly. I even have a big ugly bruise on my leg that has a little bump in a middle that hurts when pressed. Ugh @.@ what's wrong with my body?

I don't like visiting doctors.  I don't like medical check ups, but this time, I'm considering on visiting one 'cause right now, these (i don't know what to call them, symptoms?) are bothering me.

I shall not die young. I still have a plan on throwing my 80th birthday party in the future.

Ugh, death, get away from me. It's not yet my time, kei? I'll see you in the future, not soon . . .