fucked up

hai ~ ~ ~

I'm not feeling well today. I feel nauseous and I couldn't breath properly. I even have a big ugly bruise on my leg that has a little bump in a middle that hurts when pressed. Ugh @.@ what's wrong with my body?

I don't like visiting doctors.  I don't like medical check ups, but this time, I'm considering on visiting one 'cause right now, these (i don't know what to call them, symptoms?) are bothering me.

I shall not die young. I still have a plan on throwing my 80th birthday party in the future.

Ugh, death, get away from me. It's not yet my time, kei? I'll see you in the future, not soon . . .