LDR :)

"Long distance love affair, oooohhh"

We talk everyday the moment he reached his working place, except yesterday. He texted last night just what he always do, but I wasn't able to reply because I didn't have load. I kinda planned not to call him everyday. But then I realized that I should grab every chance I have to communicate with him everyday. I mean, we're very blessed because we're still call and text away. We don't have signal problems, especially him. My friend who's in a LDR (long distance relationship) gets to talk to his boyfriend twice a month, 5 minutes each call. See what I mean? We really are blessed. So, I have to be thankful about that. And to make this relationship work, I have to do something about it. And one of which is to make the communications open. I can call him anytime. text him anytime, so from now on, I'll do it everyday. I'll have to remind him constantly that I'm here waiting :) I want us to share our everyday activities, our everyday stories. LDR is not easy, especially on his part. I want to ease his longing. I want him to feel that I'm always here, I'm just right here :) 

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Piso for a thought (because we don't have a penny here)

So, Eumi and I spent the afternoon at Coffee Cat (Eumi, thanks for the treat, I was your "date" lolx)

And, as usual, we talked anything and everything. And we suddenly talked about break ups and sticking together as a couple.

What I don't understand is that why do other couples have to break up when they still like/love each other. I mean, why do they have to make things so complicated? Are they craving for drama? I just don't get it,I just don't. If they have issues as an individual and/or as a couple, if they want to fix it, they could always fix it together (that's why you're a couple nga eh, not just being there for the good times, but most importantly during the bad times). 

If they have to break up, then they need not to be together anymore like they used to be. A break up is a break up, no exceptions. Once you left the relationship, there's no turning back unless you would want it to work the second time around. 

I'm sometimes annoyed with people who chose to break up but then act as if they're still in a relationship. Get what I mean? If you still care, if you still love that person. then DO something! Don't be a coward or an A-hole and run away from the relationship. Commit yourself to it and to that person. Show them that you love them and do something together to make it WORK. There's no point on doing all these drama, it soooooo boring. 

So there, *bow* (my stomach suddenly hurts) 

Utmost Glee :)

Hi! (waves) how are you? I'm happy, well, mixed emotions honestly. I want to cry because of happiness, longing, amazement, and other emotions you could think of! 

I've been acting and feeling this way for 2 weeks already, but I don't complain. Never will I complain about these feelings. This is like the happiest point in my life, what a great way to spend my 20th year and more years to come (prays real hard). 

I can't remember the last time I feel this so much happy or if I even felt this way before.  I feel like a high school student having her first crush. I can't stop giggling over shared memories, swoon over photos, and grin like crazy for every text and call received.

I'm so happy and in love that it sometimes scares me. It scares me that this is reality, this ain't a dream. In reality, everything can happen, life has proven me that it's a bitch. You can be so happy today and so damn sad the next day. 

I don't have any idea what the future will bring, but I can't help but to hope that whatever I have right now is just a beginning of an everlasting happiness. A long life journey full of bliss and love. It will encounter problems and obstacles, but with the power of two, they will be surpassed with love, trust, and faith still intact.

I pray, each and everyday, that this will grow beautifully. That this will be nurtured through the years, and when the right time comes, we'll be back together, spending the rest of our lives with each other; both of us fulfilled and successful. 

I never asked anything or anyone as hard as with this one. This is my first. 

"Grant thy heart's wish Lord, Amen."

Open Letter

Dear God,

Thank you for giving me the chance to realize what I had been missing all these years. Thank you because you showed me that good things are not yet late to happen. 

The journey is about to start and I humbly ask for your guidance and blessing. Waiting has never been my specialty, not even fond of it. But this time, I'll do it without any questions, I'll do it wholeheartedly. Give us strength to endure the pain when time will come that we'll badly miss each other. Give us the hope that good things come to those who wait. Help us to fight the temptation, help us to stay faithful. 

Bless this relationship Lord. Whatever may happen, I ask nothing but your blessing. Let it grow strong, let it last. Let us see the beautiful tomorrow waiting for us. 

You know what our hearts say, what our hearts feel. You know thy intentions. We know you're always there listening to our hearts desires. 

I give and trust everything to You my Lord, my Saviour.

Amen. 

Forever and ever

"They don't know how long it takes, waiting for a love like this. Every time we say goodbye, I wish we had a one more kiss. I'll wait for you I promise you, I will. . ."

Yes, I'll patiently and faithfully wait for you, for us. We waited for 2 long years and I wouldn't mind waiting for you for another 2 years as long as you're mine. 

I know this time, I'm more mature with more defined set of goals and plans in the future. And I want you to be part of my future. 

I'll wait, no questions asked. I'll do my best here shaping up my future to fit yours soon. 

2 years wouldn't be so bad, wouldn't be so long. I'll always look forward each day with excitement, thinking that tomorrow,2 years of waiting is over and you'll be back. 

We don't need promises, do we? It's enough for our hearts to speak of what our love is. 

I'll miss you, but I wouldn't be sad. I wouldn't grief nor cry. I'll cherish each moment with a smile.

Let's keep this fire burning,yes? We weren't given a chance if this shouldn't work, if this shouldn't last. 

"See you after 2 years dear. Don't ever change, make me laugh so hard when you come back :) <3 <3 <3"

Hearts and Stars :)

Hi! This will be completely random. Yes, it will be. :) 

It's been so long since I had my last post. The last post was even a half-baked post. So, how am i? 

I'm completely fine and happy :) Gaaaahhh,, may I fall in love please? I'm seeing hearts and stars. My heart always do a trojan crunch everytime I hear your name or I think of you :) 

HAHAHAHA :)) 

Gaaaaahhhh, KMN! I'm going crazy. <3 <3 <3

Love sick it is! :) don't you just love falling in love, especially to someone you never expected to fall in love with? Someone you never imagined to be with, holding hands and kissing under the sun? HA! 

I'm a serious case. Ugh, cupid, you hit me on all the right places! I'm spellbound! ;) 

MEMORY LANE

Hi! Heeee :3 It's been awhile, murag hiatus already. Haz been so busy for the past weeks. So, I'll just share a quick summary of ze happenings the previous weeks:

CARNIVAL with them. Heee. I think, this shot was taken after riding the Octupus :3

with the girls! ;) an after party after our major production

with the gang *actually we're kulang @.@*. Daniella Diva at the left :D

with my gym buddies! YES! I'm finally hitting the gym! HA! :))

heeee :3 working on my ass. hahahaha. 

after watching BIG 5. HAHAHA. Yes! We had dirty hands after the show. GO FIGURE! ;P

So there, heeeeee -,-. Obviously, I'm so lazy today. I just want to sleep the days away. I even said I'll do our bring home exam today, but as usual, I become so laaazzzzyyyyy :D *Cramming, my pal, here I come!!!!!!*

ILY! <3 

**photos are arranged from the previous event up to the most recent event (forgive my english tonight, I could barely think @.@)