To My First love and True love

Hai there ~.~ 

I'm not sure how would this go about.  This can be long and painful or short yet sweet. It might be simple or complicated, I don't really know. All I know is that this would be truthful in every word and no room for any pretensions whatsoever.  

And so, here goes nothing. . .

You, my first love, is the only person who I owe the most of who I am today.  You'll always have a little space in my life forever. Now I understand why all these years, you're always that someone I think of every time I'll look at myself and think of how much I've changed. Although, I had been denying it to myself and not a single soul knows about this. Thanks to my professor who enlightened me, however indirectly, in this situation.  And from now on, I'll recognize the fact that one of the ingredients of me today is you. 

And you, my true love, who makes me do things I've never done before, who patiently waited for me and see all the changes in me, who finally took the risk so that the "us" today becomes a realization. I thank you forever and ever. And yes, I'll wait, just like what we did, we waited for the "us" to happen and Thank God and fate and the universe for finally letting this sweetest conspiracy happen. Yes true love, I'll always be thankful. Each waking day of my life, I'll always whisper this silent prayer of appreciation for giving me the greatest gift of my life, yet. And that is to be finally be with you, to finally let out the love that has been hidden all these years. This feels so good, so right, I never want it to end. This is a forever dream I would not want to wake up from. It might have a few nightmares here and there but that would make the dream more realistic, more worth it, more precious and more priceless. I'm so full right now I couldn't contain myself. Gaaahhhh, this is true love.  

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." - 1 Corinthians 13:1-13