Hi Happiness

Good, clean fun (as what Sir Alex would always say)

"Tignan mo, hindi tayo pupunta sa mga bars, wala tayong nightlife, but we're definitely havin' fun."- Eumi.

Napaisip ako dun sa statement na yun. And yes, I so agree to her. We don't have any nightlife, but everyday, we have fun, we are still happy and fun-loving people minus the smell of smoke and hang over.

I noticed that people who don't have any nightlife are stereotyped as boring people. Remarked as Santa or Santo pero in a sarcastic way. And that's not true, jackass lang nagsasabi nun.

Anyway...

Whenever I think of nightlife, I always think that it's not for me. Maybe, after graduation, I would start havin' that kind of life. Pero, when I think of it, there's this little voice that tells me, You don't need it. You're already havin' fun. And then, I would just shrug off the idea of actually havin' a nightlife. After all, I'm contented with my good, clean fun. :)

This is a post I had 3 years ago. And I'm what,. 17 when I wrote this post. Now, fast forwarding to 2010. I realized how different I am.  I used to be contented just chilling at home (well, until now, but not that much anymore). I can easily turn down a drinking session. But now, I'm having a hard time turning down an invite for a drink.  And for the past months, I always have a drinking session in a week that would last until morning of the next day.  I would also have drinking sessions even on weekdays that I would come home in the wee hours of the morning and I can't catch any sleep anymore because my class for that day is too early.  I even tried going to class drunk! (well, I think doing it once in a while is cool n.n). For the past 3 years, tremendous changes happened.  From the way I look, the way I act, and the way I perceive things around me. I don't know, though, but I'm becoming more and more open minded. With all the things that I've seen and experienced for the past months, I couldn't help but think that "the fuck! Is this really life?!" But then again, life's what you make it.  It still up to me to either accept or reject things in life. However, in spite these changes, one of the things that didn't change is the fact that I can still enjoy good, clean fun.  I can still have fun with simple things, like chatting with friends over food minus the alcohol, playing LAN games with them, or just bumming out for hours, talking with my friends while they puff their cigars. :)