I'm Sorry.

I'm Sorry.

Yes. I'm sorry to all the people that I hurt and people I didn't know I hurt. 

I'm also sorry to the people I used to be close with but I didn't know what happen, we just drifted apart. 

I'm also sorry to the people I don't get to talk with anymore because, well,  I don't know, maybe I'm too scared to talk with you again.

Yes, I'm sorry, I really am. 

I miss being with these people that I hurt, that I drifted apart with, and that I don't get to talk with anymore. I want everything to be okay again. And, well, as much as I want it to be okay, I think I just have to wait for the right time to come.  I still believe that when the right time comes everything would be okay. 

Few years back, I have a friend and we had a very ugly fight. A fight that was really ugly and messy. And so, we stayed enemies for how many weeks.  Until one day, I learned that my friend had a near-death experience. The moment I learned about it, I got scared and thought: "my goodness! what if that friend died? I never get to say sorry to that friend" It was creepy and I felt like crying that time.  I was just glad that my friend is still alive until now.  The very sad part though, that friend and I still don't get to talk.  Sure ,we  can get to see each other once in a while, but we still don't get to talk.  I would love to talk to that friend but I just don't have the balls to do it.  I hope, before this year ends, I get to talk to that friend, so that everything would be okay. And to the rest of the people that I owe an apology.