A year of perfect bliss

i love you.

HAPPY 1 YEAR TO US. *cheers*! <3 <3 <3

WHAT I LOOK FORWARD on 2010

Few more days to go and it's HELLO 2010! Yea, time flies by soooooo fast *cliche*.

And this wouldn't be my New Year's Resolutions List.

This would be my What I look forward on 2010 List :)

WHAT I LOOK FORWARD on 2010 (WILF 2010) :D

1. ex's birthday party at Blue Jazz. I hope it will be on a saturday, and not on a wednesday (because we already have classes by then)

2. swimming outing with ze girls and boys :) our first outing for 2010 *crossin' fingers*

3. Zakoya dinner with Eumi (this must happen on January)

4. Eumi's 20th birthday. I don't know how she plans on celebrating it, or if she even have any plans at all, but then I'm still excited, knowing she's growing old. hee-hee

5. Valentine's day! Yea! I am excited for V-day :)

6. Summer classes. Yeap, I pray,. pray, pray that 2 of my major subjects would be open :D

7. A sexier and healthier me. Yes, I promise to exercise everyday :D

8. Another year for mother, shoti laki, and shoti liit

9. A promotion and raise for Jan (pppleeeeeaaassseeeee)

10. Samal Get-away with ze girls and boys. (This really must happen. HAHAHA)

11. My brothers and cousins should really spend their vacation here. . or I could go to Baguio to spend my vacation there :) even for just a week

12. Another year with Jan. Yea, I'm always looking forward to it ;)

So far, these are the things I'm looking forward for next year. I'll update the list soon,. should I realize that there are still things that I'm excited for twenty-ten :D

I'll have Two Parties Please ^-^

It's only 3 days before Christmas! Woohoo! What I love about Christmas are the parties that I could attend. And last week was my Christmas Party week. Parties happened on the weekend. I attended a beach party on Saturday and a "wholesome" house party on Sunday.

SATURDAY:

Party with my co-tambays at Roger's. We were expecting a lot of people to come, unfortunately, on few of us came, but that didn't stop us from having FUN! We went to Camp Holiday Samal which is only 5minutes away from Sasa 11 pier. But, even before we reached the place, there were a few bumps along the way. (1) we weren't able to reach the 1,500 target budget for our food (since only a few of us came). Ex and I had to budget it so that the food we'll buy would last until the next day because some of them will stay overnight at the beach. So, we went to Bankerohan Public Market and budgeted the 950pesos we have. Good thing Ex is really good at buying food, I mean, at 950pesos, we were able to purchase: 2kg of liempo; 1 1/2kg of chicken breast.; 1 super big fish for inihaw; 1kg of fish for kinilaw; 2 bags of pancit; ingredients for pancit; and 5kg of rice. After buying, we immediately went back to their house to cook and marinade the food. It took us almost 3hours for cooking. So, instead of going at the beach at 10am, we went to the beach at 1am. (2) The driver didn't exactly know where Sasa 11 was, well, we didn't actually know. All I know was the pier where we would ride the ferryboat is near the old airport. So, after 1 hour and someting minutes, we finally reached the pier and all thrilled to ride the ferryboat! :) At around 2pm, we finally reached Camp Holiday Samal. Oooh, it's beach love <3.

helping the boys to prep the food :)

on our way to the pier (eumi and Ex)

finally on the ferryboat/barge *whatevs* :D

we're on the beach! finally! LOL!

that's santa over there (who gave us 2 bottles of Mama Sita bbq marinade, Mama Sita Lechon Sauce, half -full El Hombre Tequila Gold, and The Bar Apple Vodka) <3

our lunch (mmmm)

our favorite part! :D

fooling around. our fave place :D

:))

the tired pig. got tired after swimming :)) 

                                                   

SUNDAY:

We had a little Christmas Party at the boys's house. Their mom prepared desserts; macaroni salad and mango float (yum!) And before we had dinner, we played 1,2,3 pass. Oh, Jan's such a loser, he was the first blood! HAHAHA =)) And I was the 2nd, pfft, and the rest followed. Leaving Liz's face clean from powder :)). After playing, we had dinner! We had pork and chicken bbq for dinner then the dessert (my fave part c; ) Then, finally, the highlight of the party began. EXCHANGE GIFTIES! :D We decided to play Spin a Bottle (althought we used my umbrella instead of a bottle) to point at the person who would go first (giving his/her gift to the name he/she picked 2 weeks ago). And Jan was the first! Before giving the gift, he had to describe the person from general to specific. And yea, such a pfft, just as I thought, he would be the one giving me a gift. He was so freakin' obvious, kept on asking me what I want. Hahaha :)) but what the heck, I still like the gift! MAKE-UP BRUSHES! :D. Then, after him, was Me! I had to describe Liz whom I gave a watch in pink ;) Then the rest followed. Ren, giving a shirt to Mon; Pat giving a necklace to Ren; Mon giving a shirt as well to Pat and Liz giving again a shirt to Jan. And after it, everyone was happy with their gifties :). We then decided to watch PBB Double Up and Jan kept on insulting Melissa (kick yer ass Jan!) Hahaha :)) After PBB we all decided to call it a night :D

someone's playing freakin' dota!!! 

Kim Bum first blood!!! hahaha :))

sheesh! I was next! :/

ze dinner! ;)

with their Mom 

ze gifties! :)

graduation pic!? LOL!

liliz! 

ren and mon and the gift! 

ren and pat ;) 

pat and mon 

on our way home. finally called it a night :)

P.S.: Jan finally had his haircut at La Core. We're happy :D

P.S.S.: I loved the 2 parties! Ze best! :D

**Photos c/o Eumi and Ren :)

EEVEE Night! :D

I feel sick right now. My throat hurts, I'm coughing really bad, plus I lost my voice.

And it's all because of . . .

EEVEE.

Eumi, Aya, and I watched EEVEE's homecoming gig last night. I know the vocalist, Enzo, he's our schoolmate (well, my former schoolmate c: ). They won the Nescafe 3-in-1 Sound Skool 2009. And yes, I'm so proud of them,. especially of Enzo. They really play great music. Umm,.. I look at them as the next Sugarfree (pede, pede *thumbs up*). Seriously, I think they have a long, long way to go. They might be the next big thing :D

I wish they play more songs pa last night. It felt like so,..bitin. Oh well, I'll just catch some of their future gigs ;) 

me. the crazy EEVEE fan :)). thanks to kuya drummer for giving us posters 

P.S.: more photos to come

P.S.S.: I don't really mind my aching throat and bad cough. It's all worth it ;)

Drinking Spree

I've been sober for a month until yesterday.

I just miss the barkada that i really love. I went there and didn't attend my afternoon classes because we chose to have a drinking session.

Anyway, I didn't regret choosing them over my afternoon classes because: (1) i miss them big time; (2) they never fail to make me laugh; (3) i miss being freakin' crazy; (4) i liked our conversation about POLITICS over tanduay and beer :D.

Speaking of politics, . . .

I want to take up Political Science. I used to like politics when I was still young and then my passion about it died when I was about to enter college, and then it's now alive, thanks to my Pol. Sci teacher.

Hmm....

After Mass Comm., I'll take up Political Science. hee-hee *evil hand of contemplation*

Bb. Brightside

Bb. Brightside

Isn't she the cutest. My new addiction on fb. Petville :D. She's so cute. Bb. Brightside :D

I'm not really politically inclined. But, with all these scary things happening, it's such a shame that I wouldn't care at all.

The Maguindanao Massacre was really frightening. I've read a few write ups about it and they're just energy draining. I can't even look at the pictures because my heart just crunch and I want to cry. I just can't understand why they have to do it the way they did it. I mean, others just bombs a place and that's it. But, the way they did it, it seems that they have so much hate inside that they have to shoot them a million times just so they ( the victims) wouldn't be recognized (I want to cry).

Mangudadatu told reporters, referring to Ampatuan Jr. and his gunmen. “My wife’s private parts were … slashed four times, after which they fired a bullet into it,” he added. “They speared both of her eyes, shot both her breasts, cut off her feet, fired into her mouth. I could not begin to describe the manner by which they treated her.” --this broke my heart into pieces. 

 The whole nation and the whole world is crying out justice for these victims. Please, let justice prevail and shed light to the families of the victims.

God Bless the Philippines.

Thank you letter

12:24 a.m. December 5, 2009

Thank you. Yes, my thank you letter to you and you.

1st you: 

Thank you for the deep shit we've been through. I did stupid things with you, because of you, and for you. I didn't know how to swim, so I was left behind stinking to death. I never thought I would be better. Oh yenoe all my sentiments before; how scared I was and how frustrated and sad and every bad feeling you could think of. But hey! I'm here now, alive and kickin' like hell! I'm just so fuckin' proud of how I matured because of what happened to me and to us, how I battled through the thought of being left behind and seeing all my dreams shattered right in front of my eyes. It took a while and it was never easy. And now, as I think about it, I can't help but to smile and think how grateful I am that those things happened before. I wouldn't be better if they didn't happen. And yes, I'm somewhat ingrate to you. Thank you for being such an a-hole (no puns or bitterness intended), I'm now stronger and wiser and more practical. And of course, thank you for all the good times. Trust me, I can remember them once in a while and it's so nice to think of them without any bitterness or regret inside of me. Soon, when we see each other again somewhere else, I'll thank you in person.

2nd you:

Oh how blessed I am to have you. Words cannot exactly describe how I feel. What we have right now is not perfect, we share our own ups and downs just like any other couples. And I salute you for being so friggin' patient with me. I'm not the best girlfriend ever, I'm not a goody two shoe. You know how mean and moody and crazy I am and I'm so thankful that you're so understanding. We've been through a lot already and I still want to go through a lot of things with you. I'm looking forward to the years I'll be with you. Thank you for being so generous with compliments and helping me build my self-confidence back. Thank you for accepting me whole heartedly when you know I'm not exactly the girl you want. I want you and no one else, and I know, I'm confident that you also feel the same. And I thank you for that, for giving me assurance even if I don't ask you to. I just like the thought that we're in love with each other. *sigh* This "thank yous" will never end, it's a long list of thank yous for you. Don't worry, I'll always thank you when we're together. :)

Love me and me

12:50 a.m.

500 days of Summer Medley

They made a statue of us. And it put it on a mountain top. Now tourists come and stare at us. Blow bubbles with their gum.  Take photographs for fun, for fun.  And if a ten-ton truck kills both of us. To die by your side, well the pleasure - the privilege is mine. Bad kids all my friends are bad kids. Product of no dad kids. Kids like you and me. So please, please, please, let me, let me, let me, let me get what i want this time. Out of here, we're out of here. Out of heartache along with fear. There goes the fear again, there goes the fear. What i want you've got. But it might be hard to handle, like the flame that burns the candle. The candle feeds the flame. Sweet disposition, never too soon. Oh reckless abandon, like no one's watching you. Helping the kids out of their coats. But wait the babies haven't been born oh. Unpacking the bags and setting up. And planting lilacs and buttercups oh. I'm the hero of the story, don't need to be saved, I'm the hero of the story, don't need to be saved. Time it was, and what a time it was, it was. A time of innocence, a time of confidences. Long ago, it must be, I have a photograph. Preserve your memories, they're all that's left you. She's got you high and you don't even know yet. She's got you high and you don't even know yet. The sun's in the sky, its warming up your bare legs. You can't deny your looking for the sunset. Outside, there's a car box waiting, outside the family stew, ew, ew, ew. Outside the fire breathing, outside we wait 'til faces turns blue. 

<3 <3 <3

Pancake Thursday <3

It's thursday and i love it :) it's lazy thurday, together with lazy tuesday, because it's half day, baby! :)

And so,. Eumi and I hang out at home. We watched Michelle Phan's tutorials and we tried doing them (I'm hopeless. haha :)) well, soon. I'd be good, given the right tools and make ups). And the highlight for today is PANCAKE! :D Huwee, we decided to eat pancakes. So, we bought some easy to cook pancakes and maple syrup (mmm). I love pancakes, well, we LOOOVE pancakes :)

Long Christmas WishList

  

Fashion 21 Eye Shadow Pallete

 

Make Up Brushes

Mineral Foundation

Concelear Wheel

My Phone Qwerty Model (pauso ko lang ung Qwerty model., i don't know the correct model number)**

Gel liner

An SLR Camera

**Not exact My|Phone that I want. It has the same style, but what I want is in pink :) 

Whatevs

just a quick post of whatevs.

i feel so lazy today. i have my period and want to go home., but i can't because i still have a class.it's so unfair, other schools don't have classes :|

anyway, i finally canvassed for the gifts I plan to give this Christmas. Woohooo! The thought of giving gifts gives me the hype! I'm so excited to buy all those gifts and give it to them Ü

after canvassing, I still feel lazy today. I want to just keep blabbering,yenoe. I even want to blabber about New Moon (how i hate it, how i want to strangle Bella and Edward, how hot Jacob is, and how I like Alice's style and character). but I don't know, I just feel extremely lazy. And I get tired of blabbering about how I hate New Moon and the Twilight Saga as a whole.

sigh. I wish classes would be suspended today or whatevs. I really want to go home or just hang out with Jan :{

P.S.: because of my total hate to Bella, i came up with this one

         BELLA "ASWANG" SWAN =))

I love my sched every Tuesday and Thursday. My classes are all in the morning. So it means more ME time :) I can go home early or have more time hanging out with friends.

And for today, I decided to go home right after school to watch movies at MySoju. Unfortunately, I can't choose any movie or tv shows to watch there.

Therefore. I just watched videos from Youtube. I looked for tutorials on eye make up for asian eyes.

Yes, I really need those tutorials. I have a monolids and it sucks everytime I try to put an eye make-up. It just turns out to be all wrong, yenoe. So, now, after watching those videos (and I'll watch more videos soon) I'm excited to try all those techniques and all.

But, before I could finally pull off all those styles, I still need these:

make up brushes


make up palettes

make up primer

Hmm.. I'll add 'em up on my WISH LIST :D

PS: friends, good people with generous heart :D The primer need not to be exactly as what i posted here. Any brand would do :D plus with the make up palettes, too :D THANK YOU ^_______^

Finally feeling the hype!

yes! i'm finally feeling the excitement. Christmas is nearing and so is my birthday. I'm so ready to welcome my Tween-TEENth year :D.

Anyway, 36 (i think) days from now, it would be Christmas and i'm really thrilled with all the parties, food, and gifts! ;)

Speaking of gifts, I'm so excited to go shop for Christmas gifts. I don't know, but I'm more excited to give gifts than to receive * :)

*to all my friends. this doesn't excuse you from not giving me any gifts on Christmas and birthday :P

Hospital Town

hospital town

my new addiction. hahah =)). it has been my frustration to be a doctor :P. so, yea, i just kinda release my frustrations on this game ^-^

drag me to hell. NOT!

"Is H and R still fighting? They still do. I just had a "heart-to-heart" talk with H and he's can't stop spilling dirt against R. When would they stop? I don't know. Let's just wait what will happen next"

I know, a lame attempt on imitating GG. But what the heck, I can't think of any good introduction for the Little Miss Sunshine's rants against 2 stupid (sorry for the word) people.

Yea, 2 of my friends are fighting right now. And honestly, I don't care. Until today. Well, I still don't exactly care that much, it's just that I hate it that I'm being drag to this mess.

So, I already know their sides. And do I even have to know that R was talking trash behind my back. I mean, I don't know what H's intentions were on telling me that; he might be concerned to me or it's his lame attempt on getting "more alliance" against R.  I don't know. I just hate it.

Pieces of advice for you guys. Buy a full bottle of guts and strength and talk to each other, face to face. I mean. yenoe, sometimes, it gets too sick already hearing each of you every single day blabbering about each other. Or if you can't do it, then don't drag me or other people unto your problem.

DISCLAIMER: I don't care if they would be able to read this on FACEBOOK. I'm not angry at them or anything, annoyed maybe, yea, but not angry or mad. I just have to vent this one out.

Girl's Night Out ;)

Girls went crazy last saturday. Hehe. Natulog ang mga uyab ug nagdulag computer. Hala! Camwhoring! =))

Next time uli girls ;)

sadness

i hate recurring dreams, especially when it seems so real and the person you don't like is there.

i want to know a stranger. yenoe,. just to tell him/her what kinda worries me right now.

it's not that i don't trust my girls and boys (i love you guys), it's just that. i don't know. i just feel that i could easily bring this worry up to a stranger than to people i already know. sigh

it's not yet killing me, but then. yenoe, it's bothers me a lot.

Reminisce ;)

Sharing one of my old posts. (super old posts hahaha)

On Writing blah's

"Ayokong tawagin ang sarili ko na manunulat. Pag sinabi mo kasi sa mga tao na "writer" ka, kadalasan makakatikim ka ng mga tingin at panlalaki ng mata na parang sinabi mong kumakain ka ng bala. Akala nila kakaiba ka. Weird. Masyadong matalino o kaya sobrang yaman. Tapos susundan pa yon ng tanong kung saan ka sumusulat, kapag sinagot mo ng pangalan ng dyaryong di kilala o magazine na kakaiba ang pamagat, e ikakakunot ng noo nila at ikakatapos ng maikling kamustahan."-Stainless Longganisa, Bob Ong; pg. 103

Totoo yung sabi ni Bob Ong. Naranasan ko na rin yun. Hehehe. Di ko alam kung bakit ganun yung reaction nila sa mga writers, para namang nakakagawa kami (naki-kami talaga. hahahaha) ng gamot na pwedeng panlunas sa AIDS. Pero, oh well, ganun na nga yata talaga yun. Matatalino nga ba talaga ang mga writers? O malakas lang talaga ang imagination?

Eto pa...

"Hindi lahat nabibigyan ng pagkakataong magsulat. Hindi lahat nabibigyan ng boses sa papel. Ang iba nga nakukuntento na lang sa ilalim ng tulay o upuan ng bus. Kaya di dapat sayangin ang pribilehiyo na mailapat sa isip sa isang babasahin. Kung may pagkakataon ka na gawin ito -- pusanggala, ipayakap mo ang buong papel sa sariling salita! Wag na wag mo 'tong patatapakan sa iba. Angkinin mo ang bawat sulok ng espasyo na ipinagkatiwala sa'yo. Dahil hindi ka nadadagdagan sa paggamit sa mga sulating hindi mo gawa, nananakawan ka lang ng napakahalagang punasan ng tinta."- Stainless Longganisa, Bob Ong; pg. 38-39

Pinangarap kong maging writer noon, nung 1st year yata ako. Nung andun na, biglang bumagsak yung interes ko sa pagsusulat. Leche! Ang hirap. Ewan ko kung bakit. Parang pag nasa harapan ko na yung papel at ballpen, parang lahat ng mga ideya ko nagbaback-out, inuurungan. Kaya, nag-quit ako. Sabi ko, hindi para sa akin ang pagsusulat. Pag dating ng 4th year, tsk! anak ng?!! bigla akong binigyan ng column. Instant Filipino editor ako. Paano na 'to?! Pakiramdam ko na-traydor ako. Ang ganda ng usapan namin nung EIC na magiging contributor lang ako, tapos ganun?! Instant Filipino Editor!!?! Di na ako maka-hindi, andun na eh. No way out na ako nun. Kaya ayun, tinapalan ko ng kung anu-ano yung espasyong binigay sa akin. Sa katagalan, umayos naman. Bigla ko ng nakasundo ang ballpen at papel. Pero, hanggang dun na lang yun. (okay, nagsinungaling ako dun.) Actually, di ako dun nagstop maging writer sa isang school organ. Pagpasok ko ng college, akala ko natakbuhan ko na ang pagsusulat. Pero, hindi. Kaya, ayun, naging residente ako ng school organ namin ng 1 taon @ di ko mabilang na buwan bago ako tuluyang sumuko. Wala eh, ewan ko, bagsak na naman ang interes ko sa pagsusulat. Kaya eto, dito na lang muna ako sa makulay @ masayang mundo ng blog (*copy-paste*). Kuntento na ako dito. :)

TRIVIA: Sa class prophecy namin, ako raw ay magiging isang WRITER. (Ayaw talaga kong tantanan!)

Little Miss Sunshine

three of me :)

Meet the Zohan of Davao ;)

so, it's the first day of class. i was late on my first class. . .

boring?

i know.

so, this is what i do today.

i accompanied eumi to this salon "La Core" to have her haircut ;)

La Core is a Korean owned salon in Davao. It's quite, err, no, not quite , it's really EXPENSIVE. But then it's all worth it, especially if your stylist is such a hottie and cutie and geekie and really good and friendly.

What's really cute and funny was when we were actually explaining to Zohan (i don't know his name, i forgot to ask him c: ) what Eumi wants to do with her hair. And he's so patient with us (because he could only understand English). And he's so cute, he kept on smiling the whole time (nagpapacute yata sa akin. hahaha :P). And he's really cool, like, yenoe, the way he flips the scissors and all. *sigh* <3.

So, finally, after, i don't know, say 45mins? He was done, and he did such a great job (i'm not kissing his ass because he's cute, it's really true). Then he thanked Eumi for being patient with him. Aww, isn't he so adorable? ^^

I don't know, maybe, i'll be back there next year, when I'll have my hair fixed by him \m/. But, i don't know, I can't help it (tagal ko pa uli siya makikita).  I asked him if we could take pictures of him and Eumi (kapal talaga ng mukha ko :D) and he said yes! So here are the pictures :)

he's really cute with the glasses, but he took 'em off. 

here's another one. dapat kinulit ko pala siya to wear his glasses ^^

So there.

The end :)

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FormSpring (2)

finally! mei pumatol sa FormSpring ko :)

And whoever you are, thanks :)

have u ever liked a best friend or former best friend (girl or boy) ?

hmm.. wala yata. i mean, i never had a boy bestfriend. :)

Parkour baby!

Parkour -- l'art du déplacement; the art of moving

                 is a physical discipline of French origin in which participants run along a route, attempting to negotiate obstacles in the most efficient way possible, as if moving in an emergency situation, using skills such as jumping and climbing, or the more specific parkour moves.

The first time I heard about parkour was 2 years ago. And it was still in Manila and then Cebu, And finally, just last summer, a few people started Parkour Davao.

And just this afternoon, I had my first parkour practice. Yey! :D. It had been my all time dream to learn parkour. 

It was hard. With all the basic crawl, basic roll, hanging on a wall, etc, etc. And it's a bit frightening, too. Like, doing kong. But it was fun. I had a great time. 

And now, I'm anticipating extreme body pains tomorrow. Hahaha. 

P.S.: My wrists are painful. They're swelling. But it's okay. It's like, yenoe, a good feel of pain. :)